Thursday, May 28, 2009
Everything is falling apart. It is getting clearer day by day. HAI.
12:42 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
HOT AND COLD
You are HOT at times, and you are COLD at other times. We can be so close at times, yet during other times, we are so far apart from each other. Wad to do?
11:46 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
HI. I dono why, but i recently lyk to post. I guess it acts as a medium to vent out all my feelings.
ANYWAYS, today i went to CHURCH, had service. AND, i was ENLIGHTENED! hope i will continue to rely on him rather than rely on myself. Actually wanted to go straight home after sunday lessons, but ended up eating CHICKEN RICE with weiming and jiren LAOSHI, a new churhmate and ELDER EUGENE. elder eugene treated us to the meal. THX ALOT! :D
After that, went home, rested awhile, and headed to YEW TEE, ALONE, to find shikin and karine. After having their lunch, we headed to our beloved STADIUM. OH, before tt, went to buy bubble tea. i bought OREA CRUSH, but it ended up tasting lyk MILK TEA, EXTRA SUGAR. -.-
SO, reached stadium, slacked awhile, changed and OFF to bedok stadium for MATCH, SAF VS GEYLANG. This time, we won 3-0! IN UR FACE MAN! And guess wad i had for dinner? CHICKEN RICE! ... ... ... ...
After the match, gathered back at cck stadium, and HOME SWEET HOME! i was alone from stadium all the way back home, and i didnt really enjoy the loneliness~
I kind of feel that a few of my facilitators dont really like me. I think i shud change to give them a better impression of me.
ALL of my secondary school frens seem to be SO busy nowadays, I feel that I'm the only one who can even afford the time to BLOG. How i miss those days in secondary sch. If only we were still living in the past, it would be WONDERFUL!
and i sort of realised there seems to be a gap formed between us after friday's incident, and it sort of seems to be getting bigger, and BIGGER. HAI.
12:19 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I have just ruined somebody's birthday yesterday due to my BULLSHIT MOUTH. I have jus destroyed someone's birthday, insulted someone, ruined her day, and basically, DESTROYED MY EFFORTS! I have thus concluded on my character and below is my NEW profile!
HI PPL! Im ADRIAN, AKA JERK! I am a childish bastard, and i am insensitive to other people's feelings. BE CAREFUL of my mouth, cos i have NO control over it, and my tongue KILLS people, and SELF-DESTRUCTS. Im lyk a PUSSY. I cannot control my emotions, and cannot hide them. Last of all, I AM JUS A FUCKING JOKE!
~
10:12 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Since i have nothing to do today, I SHALL POST! :D
Well, had chalet on sat cos of my sis's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI! then sunday went home, but was sooooooooooooooo dammmmmmm tired, so decided to nua at home till quite late then went for cheer. We were LATE! =x i based AMELIA today, and i felt more comfortable, as AMELIA trust me, and cos i know her for long time, i wasnt under much pressure. PERSONALLY, i felt that i improved, but idk wad the coaches they all think.
MONDAY! BLUES! Had an argument with the class's 'beloved and most fragrant breath' MYANMAR GIRL. I was DAMN PISSED with her,(AND I STILL AM NOW!) -.- had a chat with faci, and i really tried to gel the team up. another four more weeks i have to tahan tis, SIANNN.
tues was programming. As usual, had no discipline, so slacked, let huyan do everything. I TELL YOU, she really is ZAI one loh! after sch, HAD CHEER PRACTICE! i went with karine and kakdee on tues, as SA, AMELIA, JY didnt go. Brushed up on my dancing and cheering, then after tt coach came, and wanted to do some stunts. He wanted to put me at main base, but i was not strong enuf, so eventually Joseph got the dirty work of main base! He was also dying alr. Heng coach faster change him to be main base before doing the full stunt, arbo when doing the full stunt, i sure hai tio ppl fall one. -.-
wed hor, was enterprise leh, then hor, i didnt really have the mood again. During presentation, i started an msn converstation about a classmate. Invited almost everyone in class, except for those we were talking bad abt, or those w/o msn, and the conver was siao one. It entertained us until the end of 6p, which was actually a blessing in disguise! arbo im sure that alot ppl will fall aslp. After sch went AJISEN eat. OMGOODNESS I LOVE AJISEN! But i was v GEHGAN. I go accidently put too much chilli in the lovely broth, then in the end i was drinking chilli soup. -.-
Slacked arnd CWP for awhile then went home!
TODAY, was a sucky day. -.- TOTALLY TIRED OUT! i lesson halfway went to the water cooler behind thr REALLY SLEEP. Then 6p tt time, I ALSO SLP! wahhhhhhhhhhhh siannnnnnn. Today v sian, i actually went home early today. Realised i had nothing to do at home. I REGRETTED BUYING EARSTUDS MAN! wasted $5 on garbage, damn! -.-
k lah, end here. my laptop batt gona flat alr. OHYA, saw my sec sch bro today, then chatted with another one in msn jus now, and i suddenly miss my secondary school brothers~
11:03 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
TRAUMATISING FRIDAYS.
Fridays always make me emotional, most of the times unhappy. HAI. Anw, since im not gonna be arnd tmr, i shall post my school life this week now(:
Watched Ramen Girl on monday, was rather disappointing. But overall, still CAN watch lah. SO-SO only loh. I GOT INTO CUE SPORTS IG! That's something to cheer about! HAHA!
SOOOO, its time to change teams! I dont really feel good about the swops. I dono why, but it didnt seem too pleasant for me.
Had training jus now, today is TIRING loh. My stomach muscle is aching. MAKCIK said today i was very quiet. Maybe tired ba, but i dam emotionally tired today. Dono wads going on in my mind, and HEART.
I CREATED A NEW PHRASE THIS WEEK ; MY HEART CRACKED LIKE AN EGG, BROKE LIKE GLASS.
Jus let my heart carry on cracking and breaking, BYE!
12:07 AM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
GREAT MAN TIS WEEK(SUMHOW TRUE BUT ABIT SARCASTIC ALSO). Anws, for the first half of the week, i was feeling quite down. Or I shud say, the 5 weekdays, i was struggling. mon and tues were okay i guess, but on wed, thur, was down abt personal probs.
So, thurs went to watch 'HORSEMEN' with classmates. It was nice, but the story didnt really tally with wad i tot the show would be like. CHRISTIANS, I URGE YOU TO GO WATCH! LOL! Ohya, on tues, had quarrel with a classmate, but eventually was fine.
MONDAY HOR, I GOT C FOR COGNITIVE, AND I DONO WHY! -.- anw, on tues i finished watching Xmen on laptop. It was NICE! ya. and this week, as usual, some teamwork issues with the SAME OLD MYANMAR GIRL. I wonder how long this will go on. -.-
AND i actually find clara cute. I mean not her lah, but her teams. dono when ah, i teamed up with her, then she, as usual, NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG, NAG until she V KANCHIONG, make the leader ALSO KANCHIONG. but of cos, i was saying in my heart, 'when will she ever SHUT UP?!' the next day even funnier, she team with two guys, SEAN and EDI. EDI, being v irritated by her every NAGGING, pointed his finger at his mouth and told her, SHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HAHA! then SEAN even funnier. When she nag about him, he straight irritated and went, 'WAD? WAD YOU WANT?' (IM LAUGHING OVER HERE RITE NOW!) AND GOT ONE SCENE, V FUNNY! EDI PUT HIS BATTERY BESIDE HER ON THE TABLE, THEN CLARA SAY, "EH, PUT ON THE FLOOR! LATER THE WHOLE THING EXPLODE!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA!
Then fri, had training. It was tough, REAL tough. not physically, but mentally. I was SO stressed with shafiq and Ayu. Hope their not mad at me, DAMN, i dono if i can persevere on. At nite chatted with karine on the phone, told her my probs, and felt GREAT!
then TODAY, went for the pool TRYOUTS, and we were late by ONE HOUR! -.- we damn paiseh, as when we walked in, the seniors' faces all stunned and dulan. goodness. then tryouts was jus hit 3balls in. I only shot in one, but i still could get in. BUT, its only PENDING. hope i can REALLY get in. then at nite, went mac with family(: after tt, sent SOMEONE home from town. We chatted all the way. I was feeling GOOD! but im jus afraid im thinking too much. HAIIIIIIIII. LASTLY, I REALISED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IS GETTING FROM BAD TO WORSE. HELP!!!!! Ohya, i have a new brother, his name is GONGXI(:
12:09 AM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
AKU is really tired today. And im quite pissed at this very moment because of the bloody email spams from RP. walao, all kinds of shyt thing also send to me. waste my space. -.- anw, recently have been up and down for me,sumtimes im high, sumtimes im low. emotional week. Thr were times when i actually questioned God about why my life recently is so bumpy. And thankfully, i got an answer from him today, when i attended the city harvest service with karine and ws. Really thank Him for showing me his Revelation, and sending a message to me as to how He wants me to handle my probs. Well, shall not dwell much into the details. I jus wanna praise the Lord, and thank Him(: okay, carrying on with some new Highs for me. Im officially a CHEERLEADER of the SAF WARRIORS! :D i joined them today, and im really glad to have this new hobby. Luckily there are frens in thr to help me out, because im new to cheerleading. And the ppl thr are frenly too(: i joined cos on Friday, Labour Day, very randomly, i was able to go and watch the match between Geylang Utd and SAF Warriors(not S-League hor, is Singapore Cup) then when i saw my frens cheer, i was so inspired. PLUS, i got to know the ppl thr really quick, so ya, IM A WARRIOR NOW! :D BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT, after the first training today, although my muscles still hvn start to ache yet, im sure tmr morning wake up hor, i cant even walk lyk a PROPER human being. In sec sch, my stretching all tt alr v jialat, then hor, today i lyk kena pushed to my limits in stretching. GOODNESS... but anw, im enjoying cheer so far. Well, its all the Holy Spirit's Works(: IM GOING TO EDIT SOMEBODY'S LINK NOW, AND TO THAT SOMEBODY, HOPE MY POST TODAY WONT MAKE YOU LAUGH UNTIL SIAO! ohya, i really hope i can have a relationship with her(:
10:12 PM