Tuesday, June 30, 2009
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Well, back to posting! haha! hmm went to CHC for bible study andSt.James on Thursday.
Went CHC with Karine, YiMiao and Qiyu at evening/nite. Was kena suanned by Karine all the way during the trip to Expo, thus in conclusion, her name is SUANSTER! Reached the hall and met my BELOVED REENA SISTA! It was all in the Holy Spirit's works, as she was sitting just two rows above me! :D learnt alot during the sermon, and i got to know of a v interesting question. Shall reveal tt later! :D
Had quite an enjoyable time at St.James letting my stress flow OFF! :D but I had to cab back home straight after the event, so cabbed back with Valerie, and the whole journey cost abt 30bucks! DAMN IM PENNILESS. -.-
Dam tired on Fri, but i still managed to pull myself up to attend maths lesson(E-learning SUCKS!!!). Did the ws, and handed it up, and i played FIFA 08 for the rest of the afternoon. Then, had training at nite(: im pretty excited about the performance! :D
Shall skip to Sunday as Sat was a DAM BORING DAY.
Went service in the morning, and was 30mins LATE. -.-
Thank God i made it for the sermon, and it was an inspiring one by Elder Eugene! How sad he has been sent to another church for ministry. Its one YEAR! Well, Thank God i got to at least attend his final sermon, and i found it extremely inspiring and remindful. It was about the unconditional and extreme love God had for us, that He sent down His only Son to sacrifice Himself to clear our
sins. I was reminded that I will never be alone. And so, had MEESIAM after service, and MEESIAM again for lunch(it reminded me of something EWW). Had Sunday Class, and I asked the interesting question that i had heard during thurday's Bible Study:
Should We Pray For Saturn?
Well, received some constructive replies from God, through my teachers(:
After tt, lunched and slacked in Church till 4pm. I learnt how to play the DRUM, AND I ENJOY PLAYING IT! :D
Met Sean at Serangoon, headed down to Hougang, played awhile of pool and met up with Zig and Benny. Headed to Valerie's house for her BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Went off early before my mother started calling and nagging away. LOL!
Today, was too tired to wake up, and pissed with my internet, and was feeling abit sick, so gave cognitive a miss eventually. =x
As usual, played FIFA08 again until evening, and met up with Theresa, Amelia, JunYan and AHGAN! LONG TIME NO SEE! :D AhGAN went CityHall, while we went for training. As usual, enjoyed training today! :D
But I saw a scene which I didnt like at all, but could only stop myself from reacting to it, or else things will become unpleasant. Training ended, went to pangsai, went back to barrack to eat and HOME! :D
I hope things aren't really what they seem to be.
1:31 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
HEY YO, IM HERE TO POST!
Well, shall talk about three days ago. HAHA. Watched Ghost of Girlfriends' Past on Tues with JINGWEN BAOBEI, Benny, Joan, Kaixin, and Kaixin's fren. It was a VERY NICE SHOW! :D
Wed, was enterprise! Yuhan's team only got 3 people, and so they split to different groups. Yuhan came to my group, and she literally treated me like her toy or something. STILL MAKE ME PAISEH INFRONT OF JIEWEI VIA WEBCAM. -.-
Lesson was boring, so webcammed with AMANDATAY, and she really has this REAL CLASSIC RETARD FACE. HAHA! After school had TRAINING, but it was raining, so took a cab down instead, with theresa junyan amelia. Trained, and i was treated to an Mango Tea and an ELBOW by DIANA. Anw, thx for the mango tea! :D blahed, and homed! Had a headache, so went to SNORE after my bath!
Yesterday, did E-learning at home till 3.30, which is a total waste of time. I was playing ps2 the whole time. Worst thing is, HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8.30! -.-
After tt, went to prepare and left for CCK to meet Karine, YiMiao and QiYu. Went from CCK to EXPO for mass Bible Study(: Guess wad? I SAW REENA SISTER! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
After tt rushed to St.James for event. Club is rather fun, enjoyable! I enjoyed dancing thr(:
Club ended, and cabbed home. THE CAB FARE BURNED A WHOLE IN MY POCKET. -.-
Reached home at abt 4, and slept immediately.
& I WAS BEING FORCED TO WAKE UP AT 8.30 THIS MORNING! GRR! AND THE STUPID INTERNET OF MY HOUSE COULDNT WORK! -.- but anw, im done with my work! Training later, AND IM EXCITED! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
12:31 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
The HAPPY Days~
As usual, had sch ytd. Sch was boring and usual though, so shall not explain in detail. After sch, had IG briefing, blah blah blah...
After tt, headed back to AMK KPOOL! :D played a round of billiard with Eugene and Gene, & i played like a doggy. -.-
AhGan and Amelia came soon, and after billiard, played POOL with AHGAN! xD
HAHA. Had alot of fun playing with them(:
We cocked alot alot alot alot ALOT! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Felt very happy, and i missed those days when the whole class cocked like SIAO!
Fishing&Prawning. LOL!
I MISS 4E3! :Dback to lessons~
8:35 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!
Hey ppl! today is Fathers' Day, as well as YUHAN'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHORTY! :D
Well, woke up really early in the morning for service, and i admit, i slept during preaching! =x
In Sunday class, learned some really chimological things, and i dont really get it. The Lord doesnt want us to be judgemental, but how on Earth are we not gonna be judgemental?! How would we live then? Cmon, even saying something is nice or cute is also being judgemental. Even that is a sin? OH LORD, PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE TRUTHS!
Anw, had lunch with church bros and sistas, and HOMED! Slept for three full hours as i was tired. At nite, had dinner outside with parents(:
Im feeling so lonely now. Perhaps i feel lonely all the time when im not with you.
Its like my heart has a DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP HOLE now.
I REALLY MISS YOU! ):
11:55 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
WAH. Today is so boring. -.- so was the first week of sch. Shall just share two interesting things that happened this week(:
On Wednesday and Thursday, after school, went Hougang Plaza with Sean to play pool(: K lah, Thursday WILSONTANWEILOONG was arnd. & I realised I deproved. But nvm though, cos i had a happy, enjoyable and PROBLEM-FREE time when i was playing. CHEERS! :D
Ohya, Benny came to find us for both days too(:
& here comes the disgusting part: After playing pool, when walking to the MRT station, we saw this SISSY who is like 180?cm tall. Wah he is dam sexy(*PUKES*). He wears a FENG-FEI-FEI cap, and a DRESS, with BLACK STOCKINGS! (YUCK! -.-)
Also, i have lost my much needed voice. & i've become a laughing stock, as i sound like a tranny now, and i always ZouYing. PEOPLE PLS PRAY FOR ME TO GET BACK MY VOICE!!! (:
There's really alot of things in my mind, and how much i wish i could just express them to you. Sadly, I cant, as i know the consequences would hurt me even more.
REALLY GOING
BONKERS!
11:48 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
How can i ever make you happy when you're with me?
9:19 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Me being with her seems more and more impossible. With more people joining in the race now, and us having lesser and lesser opportunities to talk now, not to mention she always seems irritated and disgusted by my actions, how is it possible you tell me? It's gona be two months since i loved her soon, and no fruit is bearing from my plantings. HAI. This is the reason why i wanted us to be together asap. Now it seems ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
DEVASTATION!LORD, PLEASE HELP ME!!!
1:07 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
I've just been informed of a news, and i can only act as if im happy for her. -.-
I forsee lots of devastation for me. OH LORD, PLEASE LET ME OVERCOME IT!'
SADDED~):
12:16 AM
Friday, June 12, 2009
HELP ME?! OR BETRAY ME
?! THANKS BRO, FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, AND
TO ME! THIS IS WAD YOU CALL HELP HUH? FINE.
THANKS BRO, ONCE AGAIN.
THANKS!
11:25 PM
HI. hmm, met nicholas bro in the afternoon to settle some matters. Then went PS with sean brobro after tt, met joan and kaixin thr(: slacked arnd thr and pei the two girls shop, and homed after tt. Im not really feeling v happy, in fact im feeling abit down. But Thank God angie sista cheered me up! its been a long time since i talked to her, and im glad i talked to her today. XIEXIE NI! (:
I'm Constantly Thinking Of You, Feeling Helpless As I Cant Do Anything About Caring For You.
12:58 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
HI. Had class outing today at SENTOSA! Was a good experience(: After tt, at evening, TRAINING! YAY! Training cheered me up quite alot(: Dinnered after tt, and home sweet home!
My body now can fry egg. DAMN HOT! cos of the sunburn lah! -.-
Wadever i do seems to be wrong, and irritates you. It seems hopeless for me.
HAI. ):
12:43 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
GREAT MAN! THANK GOD AND PRAISE HIM FOR BLESSING ME WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS TODAY, WITH NO SORROW! Actually just now i was starting to go all emo again, but thank God once again for blessing me with AMANDATAY, my BROTHER, and also His BELOVED CHILD! He really consoled me, cheered me up, and at the same time reminded me to have FAITH in HIM through Amanda. 感谢主! (:
ADRIAN IS LOVED! AND ADRIAN IS LOVING TOO!
主啊, 我永远爱你! <3
2:10 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
REALITY.
I just cant seem to get over you. I've tried, seriously. But just a glimpse of you, anywhere, and that glimpse of you will appear in my mind every second. I cant stop thinking about you, cant stop worrying for you. Yet it is a painful fact that you have many others who are so much closer to you. I can only sit in a corner, looking at the joy you are enjoying with many others, feeling the deep pain and sorrow in my heart. Then i realised, we have totally different perceptions, and we are used to two totally different styles of loving. Its frustrating, but this IS REALITY. We're drifting apart, and it seems wadever I do, i will only further the distance between us. There is little i can do about it, except to feel the eternal pain, and to wait for YOU to pull me out of the bottomless pit...
2:02 PM